Keep me entertained

So I've had lots of time on my hands lately and I've been extremly bored so I assumed a Blog could help me meet new people and share a bit of myslef with whoever is intrested. Also to help with my TYPING because my goodness I've gotten slow and have been depending on 'auto-correct' too much.
Recently I've been trying to work on myself, as in trying to understand where my place is in this world and where He (being God) is leading me. Most times I feel so lost that the only moving I do is from one side of the bed to the other side of the bed. I'm ready to move forward, but there seems to always be the biggest gap keeping me from taking the big Leap. There is so much I havent done that I want to do, I just feel sometimes lifes impossible. I feel left behind. Do you ever feel that? Like gravity is just pushing all its might towards you and holding you down. I feel that. My dad isn't much of a motivator either. I mean I can't say he doesn't try because I'm so thankful for his being and care, he's just not what you would call 'sensitive with words'. He is straight forward, firm, and when he says something, he means it. Sometimes it's not what I want to hear, (actually most times), but it's what I need to hear. He's a reality check, and I'm just not ready for reality. Far from it. But back to this Blog and finding myslef; I want this to be a place where I can express my words, work, laughs, struggles, photos, everything and anything. Please keep your negativity away, I have enough of that in the real world. Lets just be what He wants us to be. Lets live in His name and enjoy the sun when it shines and the rain when it rains. Here goes nothing...

"With God, all things are Possible."